Still here. SIGH. I have an appointment with the doctors this Thursday. Don't want to go. If you don't know - we are intending for this to be a home birth. We have been in the care of a fantastic Independent Midwife. I have two last ditch chances. Hope I can get into a Bowen/acupuncture/amazing woman tomorrow to do some work on me and then Wednesday morning I will do the caster oil thing (eugh).